LETTER OF APOLOGY

HEIDI SCHECK
Jan 30, 2021
2 min read

Updated: Nov 14, 2022

From my Divine Masculine to my Divine Feminine. I wrote this letter inspired by my dream coach, Travin Nesta. I wrote it with the intention of bringing awareness and healing to some imbalances in how these energies are playing out in my life. Both are necessary and both have divine aspects and shadow aspects which, when out of balance, often trigger predictive patterns of thought and action that do not serve us. This feminine/masculine work is newer to me. It's been in my awareness for a long time but I hadn't put much energy into intentional work with it until last year, really. I’m excited. And I wondered as I re-read this today, how can I add some rocket fuel to this exercise? Idea 1: Send it to dream coach. Check. Idea 2: Publish it as a blog. Oh. Uhhhhh….ooh..... ….and that hesitation, that resistance is what pushed me to go ahead and publish it as this blog. So here I am sharing it. I love and appreciate you for taking the time to hear to my stories. It's been over a month since I published my last blog. I have been working on what I intended to be this publication, but then this idea came up and felt more “flowy” so I ran with it. The other piece is good. It is close. It is long, and I have accepted that it will take me some time to finish it. That’s ok. What I’m learning about flow:

You don’t “work” on flow - you feel into it.
If there’s resistance, you’re not in flow - until you're in flow with the resistance.
Flow and structure are on the journey as allies and always have each other’s backs.

I hope it makes enough sense in some of its run-on-ness. Enjoy!